Confused

I woke up and made him a breakfast. He's still upset and doesn't speak to me at all, only if he has to. It seems like he wants to tell me something very serious but is not ready yet. I feel permanently sick. Where is my old Roy? Is it me who changed him so much? He seems to be so unhappy here, with me... I'm aware it's over, just we don't say it laud. I should leave before he'll tell me that cos I know I'll be heartbroken forever after hearing that from him...
Leaving to work he just said he's not sure if he's coming back home after work cos he wants to see the game. Ok. He even didn't ask if I need him. I have to go to the doctor today and can't take Luana with me cos they're gonna do some tests. Now I have to cancel this cos of course I won't tell him cos he'll be upset he can't watch the game. Eh...