Hopefull

Everything is fine so far. Yesterday we had sex three times and was really awsome. I love making love with him cos he really drives me mad! I still find myself quite shy with him, I don't know why... The true is that I don't like myself enough and all the time think that he sees how unperfect I am. It's silly, I know. But I want to be perfect for him so he can be proud of me. I want to give him all the best.
He seems to be fine now and is very nice to me. I hope that it isn't just temporary and he thought about us a little bit and saw his mistakes. I really would love to. I was thinking about us too and made the promises to myself. All I want is to keep this relationship and make it working. Of course I can't do everything on my own but hope he'll help me with that.