Just happy

It's really nice to write here something optimistic cos all I wrote so far wasn't too much. He really tries and seems to care more. I don't know what changed him, maybe he understood something or maybe he just has better days. I hope it's not temporary cos it's so nice and so good between us now. I don't wanna go back to that situation from few days ago anymore. Just hope everything will work now for good. I still have that silly fears that he'll leave me cos nothing good that happened to me has stayed for too long so far. I would love to keep this happiness for the rest of my life and won't do nothing to let him down. I really didn't expect that something so good can happeen to me and that I'm able to love someone so much. I even didn't want another man in my life. I was very close to say "no" for that feeling I started to have for him on the beginning. I even don't wanna think how big mistake I could make! I can't stop myself from looking at him all the time to check if he's real. But he is, and all mine:) I'm really crazy about him, am I? :)