I knew it!
Yeah, he is upset cos of my internet contacts. He told me that our relationship won't work like that cos he knows many cases that people split up cos of the internet. That's funny cos it was me who kept saying that to him when he was chatting on MSN or sending messages to women from his websites! He use to say that I'm sick of jealousy. Now he's telling me that it's dangerous for the relationship? Does it mean that it's ok when he does that but it isn't when I do? I'm aware it can break the relationship cos talking on the internet you don't see the person how he/she really is, it's just imagination. It's easy to became fascinated with the person who seems to be ideal, is always nice, always in good mood, always saying nice things to you, listening to you and understanding you. He told me that he's situation is different cos he has those contacts from a long time and made them before he met me. I know he's lying cos I've seen some new and few days ago I've seen another pictures of a girl on his PC and he haven't had them before so it means that he had a chat with her recently and asked her to send him some pictures of her! I can understand chatting, but real chatting, without dirty things, but I don't get what for he collects those pictures. If he needs to talk with someone what for he needs the pictures as well? What is he looking for?! And he's telling me to stop cos it can break our relationship? Sorry, but something is not right here!
The other thing is that he asked me to delete my pictures from my profile on friendship website. Doesn't he have his on his websites??? It really seems that he can do whatever he likes and if I don't like it he says that I'm sick of jealousy but at the same time when I do only half of what he's doing he says I'm not fair with him...?!
To be honest I really don't find any interest in other men and I chat with them just to kill the time. And yeah... To get some attention too. To hear some complements eather. I'm a woman, I need that sometimes and if I don't get it from my own man cos he preffers to say complements to other women instead of saying them to me, I go somewhere else to build my self-confidence which I'm loosing every single time I see more pictures on his PC, more comments to the other girls pictures etc. It's very sad...
He said that if I have my own laptop now and don't need his PC, he wants me to take everything what is mine from there so he can delete my profile. It means that he doesn't let me to touch his PC, he has a password and I won't be able to check him. He thinks that if I won't see what he's doing, everything will be fine. He's wrong cos I already know what to expect...
The other thing is that he asked me to delete my pictures from my profile on friendship website. Doesn't he have his on his websites??? It really seems that he can do whatever he likes and if I don't like it he says that I'm sick of jealousy but at the same time when I do only half of what he's doing he says I'm not fair with him...?!
To be honest I really don't find any interest in other men and I chat with them just to kill the time. And yeah... To get some attention too. To hear some complements eather. I'm a woman, I need that sometimes and if I don't get it from my own man cos he preffers to say complements to other women instead of saying them to me, I go somewhere else to build my self-confidence which I'm loosing every single time I see more pictures on his PC, more comments to the other girls pictures etc. It's very sad...
He said that if I have my own laptop now and don't need his PC, he wants me to take everything what is mine from there so he can delete my profile. It means that he doesn't let me to touch his PC, he has a password and I won't be able to check him. He thinks that if I won't see what he's doing, everything will be fine. He's wrong cos I already know what to expect...
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